Loneliness...

Loneliness,I just hate this kind of feeling.When you want to someone to talk to you can't find.When you want someone to go shopping with you can't find.What happened was that I was playing a game but just the suddenly I feel quite sick about the old game I am playing.Wanted to find someone,just someone and I couldn't.I don't know how to show the feeling out but can only record it on the paper.
Today bought 4 betting tickets,so far 1 is down and 2 winnings,last is still in progress.Should I smile or remain expressionless?
*currently,South Korea leads by 1 goal against the Mexicans.