Hate Life....

I just hate the life I am in now.Army don't want me and I am like stranded outside in this big world which I can do nothing.And most of all,I feel that I have nothing with me too.The feeling is like alone in a big island looking for a way out or waiting for someone to save me.

I did not go work today because I am helping LiuQin to mend the Internet Cafe.What the hell was I thinking?Which is supposed to be more important? Anyone?