Raining...

At 2.30am,it rain.This rain comes in out of nowhere,no warning or whatever.Raining everywhere even inside my heart.My studies,financial and my future.Where am I going?Now everything is a mist.Is there anyone kind enough to advise me,lend me your hand to show me the way and lend a shoulder for me to cry?I have been helping others whenever they need and I can,now who is going to help me?I don't think anyone can.
All of you can see that I am a happy person everyday,in and out.But who knows the insider of me?None.I help people because I don't want people to be sad like me.
There is this say "People who always help others are the people who need help most".I think many people can really understand the true meaning of it,but I can.Just too many theories and phrases in me,that's all.
At this point of time,I am a owl again.